Kristina
So... over the past few weeks I have really been struggling with doubt as to what God's plan is for my life. I know without a doubt that I have been put here in Minnesota for such a time as this... but it can be incredibly discouraging. I've been here for just over 2 months now & I'm still looking for a job. Its not like I haven't been looking... I've probably applied to over 20 places... I've been pursuing them... But nothings happening... I know that God has it all under control & that his plans for me are grand. But patience & perseverance is so difficult for me.
I guess all I can do right now is hold on to this truth:
 God has now revealed to us his mysterious plan regarding Christ, a plan to fulfill his own good pleasure. And this is the plan: At the right time he will bring everything together under the authority of Christ—everything in heaven and on earth. Furthermore, because we are united with Christ, we have received an inheritance from God, for he chose us in advance, and he makes everything work out according to his plan. ~Ephesians 1:9-11
I do know that I won't spend the rest of my life here in farmland... I love it dearly - but my soul longs to travel... But right now - I'm here.
All of your prayers would be greatly appreciated... Your friendship & love means the world to me...
Xoxo
Kristina
   
My heart hurts... It aches when I see people in pain...
I absolutely hate the way the Enemy lies & manipulates.
Sometimes it feels so out of control...
But I know the Lord has put me here for such a time as this...
Even though I may not have all of the right words to say.
I can be there.
Be a listening ear.
A shoulder to cry on.
Pray...& pray...& pray...

Help me Father God... Help me stay strong... 
And be You to the lost & the hurting...